I think we feel it the most at night because at the end of the day our hearts just want to be home, but our homes aren’t always where we rest out heads.
I hope she makes you happy. I hope one day you look into her eyes and know that she’s the one. I hope she makes you laugh. I hope she never dismisses your tears. I hope she’s there for you when you need her most and she never makes you question whether you’re enough.
I hope she supports you and you support her too. I hope you build each other up. I hope she feels like home after a long day, and her arms feel safe. I hope she does little things absentmindedly which make you smile, and she gets along with your brother. I hope her family are kind to you.
I hope you are happy together. I hope you marry her. It is none of my business anymore but I hope she gives you everything you deserve. I hope she gives you everything I never could."
"And I finally
stopped
trying to erase
all the feelings
I have for you,
instead
I am now
willing
to wait
for these
memories
to fade,
I am now
accepting—
maybe
someday
even I
would
change."